Friday, September 26, 2014

It was a Dream till yesterday..!

Its been a  long time ...
Lots of things have happened in last few months.

I got a silver medal in my MBA, for the contribution i have done to many events that happened in past two year. Happiest moment was not medal. Happiness was my MOM and DAD were in the same auditorium when i received the medal. this was first time in my 25 years life they are together for my educational event.

We had awesome party fun filled day after that, friend of mine "NITIN" whom people call my "chaddi dost" in MBA god best outgoing academic boy of the year . It was just awesome moment of life.
I still remember it was almost 1.30pm and there was restlessness in crowd and Dean said you are not yet graduated be calm, few surprises are lined up and soon after that he said Silver medal's will be given to the students who have made few important contribution in there MBA life.  Every one started to shout hooter  and  again there was silence.

First name was mine...! Dean in his american accent call " Samarth Homey" was stroked with happy wind. Nitin was sitting beside me said Congo buddy ... and I started to walk towards the stage. Every one was clapping and hooters .. And my mom n dad were sitting so calm and with satisfied smile. I walked with a big smile. Ex Chief Justice of Supreme Court presented the Award.

I saw entire auditorium was cheering for me..! lots of smile and happiness..!

It was a great day to every one who graduated with me. Function was over and we threw our hats up high in the air posed for the photos. I went in crowed and met few of my friends parents and they were more happier than me every one was saying " you are the most famous person in college i guess.. did you see the support and cheers you got..!" i just smiled and greeted every one and couldn't stay long. Clicked few selfies and went out with Mom & Dad for lunch.




Dad said you kept your promise, mom said congratulations and said at last you did it, you sticked to your words. Dad called few family members to give this good news that i did my MBA with a appreciation medal around my neck. One of my Aunt called me after two days and said you are true grand son to our father. Your dad told how people reacted when your name was announced, you still stand with the words of your grandfather. You have earned people.

Few of my friends and cousins from overseas wished me on Facebook.

I am living a life which mom wanted to be lived when she did her Graduation in Psychology with Gold medal.

I just said thank god.


When my network of friends, family , new people, working mates is increasing constantly.. i feel my dream of becoming an independent entity is fading.

I am working with a perfect person who has made a big impact to many Entrepreneurs life, i take so many lessons from him. learn every moment.

At same time i have written a business plan more than 10 times and trashed it. Every time someone sees the B-plan says something negative.
And my own daily small mistakes happen in my work life gives me a feeling that its not a good time to fly i am not prepared to take off on my own.

I just feel suppressed and sit in my world where thoughts flow like ocean and i am just watching them passing by.


Destiny is one big thing which also takes upper hand in every once life.

I may have done an impact in past i just feel that magic is missing in my present life. Hope to get that magic back soon.

As usual will close with few lines:
I have just swim across a river there is ocean left,
the ocean with heavy storm calling me,
the silent shores says you have won in past, you will win again.
Just give some, its a storm which you are watching its not the ocean,
Waves say its just another rain in which you played,
I am standing on a peak of a mountain feeling ever silent music of nature,
watching every detail with my eye and enjoying with smile.
Waiting to make that jump into a ocean.


Stay blessed..! may peace be on you all.